I really don't care if you'll never be there...
just know there was a time when all I did was care...
appreciated the moments we had to share...
loved you the most when we bared it all...
loved you the least when the fucked up names were called...
tears I cried, simply from feeling misunderstood...
tears I cried, simply because loving you is something I thought I never could..
baby, I miss you ... and honestly I don't know why...
don't know why I'd rather cry than fall for another guy...
a feeling so real... no one else is appealing ...
I have loved you from day one, maybe you're just hard of hearing ...
a fucked up feeling when you feel like you can't give your all..
My heart's on recall...
My love's in free fall...
I can't handle it ...
you don't have to call...
It's ok...I know ...
sometimes when you don't want to you have to go...
I would say sorry, but I'm not really sorry for shit...
Only sorry for letting you feel like you can comfortably disrespect me like some other ass bitch ...
everything in my life, I've done for a calculated purpose ..
some shit I didn't feel like an explanation was necessary...
you wanted me to speak on everything, whereas you never had nothing substantial to say ..
Picking my brain so you can always have one up on me...
not knowing those are war tactics, that's not the way love is supposed to be...
it's not about money or the lack there of...
it's about God and his continuous love..
my life has changed tremendously?
but you'll never know...
you were too busy judging me, instead of loving me.
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