i'd like to speak my mind ...
my thoughts are too loud in my ear...
I keep my mouth shut, hoping my eyes can hear...
moments of reevaluation...
a mental enactment of what I need to come to pass,
Class is continuously in session,
there's only grade A accepted on these types of lessons...
graded by my own perception of my mentality and where I feel it's supposed to be...
glanced in the mirror, I barely even noticed me ...
same ol' g ... I think that's the saying...
there's been a change in me, n' I can see it through the hands that I've been praying...
no games, no playing...
no time for the naysaying..
no time for the mental masturbating
the brutal and emotional degrading ..
all i can say is I have no choice but to make it
I can taste my dreams, my stomach can't even take it..
my insides want to regurgitate the happy feelings that make them salivate
n'
I'm bursting through the seams recognizing I am not a human being...
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