Friday, February 18, 2011

Eye hate U

Eye hate U

I hate you
For everything you did, and everything you didn't do
Wondering why I'm so fucked up, cuz I let you fuck wit me
Let you inside of me, mingle wit my mental
Now I fuckin hate myself for being so fuckin stupid
Every time I look in the mirror I wish it was broken
I wish I was kiddin, I wish I was jokin
Fuck all those sorries, I wish u were chokin
Steadily provoking the demons inside of me
Every time I let you take a ride in me
Figuring out who I'm supposed to be
While you go around fucking every body
Questioning me and my resistance?
How about you focus on your own existence
The insolence creates a certain pestilence
To hell and back and back again is where I've been
But u question my loyalty
Question my desire
All I'm trying to do is live amongst my Sire
Can't focus cuz I'm constantly tired
Tired of your tired ass I shoulda been fired
Tryna rearrange the pages to my handbook
But every time I look at you my right hand goes from solid to shook
I hate you
I hate what you say and what you don't say
I hate when i stop playing games u still wanna play
Thinking I'm just another pretty face
Interrupting my space with your disgraces
Now I'm stuck trying to interpret the puzzled faces
Hate it
I really fuckin hate you
I hate how u hit me
How u slapped me
How u turned me around and attacked me
Had to attack me cuz I wouldn't give my heart to you willingly
You don't love me
U wanna tolerate me
Looks like okay scenery
But this life is obscene to me
Conveniently, fucking you cuz it seems to be
Some fiendery
The fuckery
He say he fucks wit me
But continuously, he plots on me
Wanna get a spot wit me, but I'm not ready, to keep it steady
I hate you
Hate everything you've become and where you might end up
Constantly telling you I don't give a fuck
But givin up is you feelin like you've run outta luck
Trouble lurkin around the corner
I could have told her
Don't let that man hold her
Cuz now he feels beheld
Fuck around and have your mind imprisoned , while he's in jail
Goin thru hell, fuck around and still love him
He was her first love
Now what is she to do
Shit I fuckin hate you
Everything about you
Wondering why I wanna go through life without you
Cuz when I needed you
You didn't need me
So I went out and fucked expediently
Virgin turned promiscuous because she was without an US
a lust was the closest thing to love
Cuz up above God just looks down
With no intentions of coming around
She frowns
Contemplating on taking her own and would have succeeded
If her mama didn't break her knees while she pleaded
Been through too much to just leave it, so I beat it
Beat the hate and beat the rape
But yet the rations are still small on my plate
I'm alone cuz that's how I was taught
I hate the money cuz I can't be bought
I know in life it's said things are better left untold
But I don't wanna be old with a grudge though
Passin out fake hugs to the thugs cuz they wanna feel loved
But I don't give a fuck about that cuz I need love too
Look at my life and recogniZe where I've been and what I've been through
I kill people with no bullets
I hate people who constantly cry about goin through it
If it was meant you'd be able to do it
My life ain't for everybody, I ain't gotta prove it
Fuck who thought they knew it
I hate you too if you ever come into this
Interview this
Fuck the money, what's up in your head
Last time I checked, bread goes to your stomach... And not where u led
Gotta powerful struggle up ahead
And money ain't gon stop a nigga from tryna spread open my legs
Fuck you if you got me
Fuck everybody
I hate you I hate you
I just thought i'd tell you...u look surprised too
But looking in the mirror I don't see nobody behind you.


2/18/2011

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