Friday, February 18, 2011

Different Perspective

Different Perspective

I see everything from an analytical perspective
Don’t mind me, but I see you tryna play detective
you aint finna find shit, cuz i’m an anomaly
Aint no sense in tryna follow me or read me
Im who I am , who im supposed to be
Spitting flows? No, I speak experience
No love lost, my love is delirious
You’re lost in the fun, while im standing in the serious
Every body walks around like they’re tryna pump good fear in us
What the fuck is good fear?
Is that when your girl runs for cover cuz she hears your steps near
Is that when you slap a bitch, cuz you’ve made yourself clear
Or maybe it’s when you’re uncontrollably drunk after a few beers
I know it can’t happen to me, im mature by a few years.
Whatever it is, it’s possible to have been steered in the wrong direction
Putting your hands on me is not a sign of affection
When there is a moment of conviction after the benediction
It causes confliction, every time I mention
God, now isn’t that odd…
When you “swear to bob”
Every 1st and 15th you don’t get a check from your job
What is the cause of your infliction
Did I forget to mention, the pain is a predecessor of the fear to come
That’s why you look at me, with your loaded gun
Can’t hold your tongue so you look fuckin stupid
You’re tryna shoot at me, but your problem should be cupid
He tried to set you up with me, so shit be mad at him
But don’t try to turn a gem, into what you’re resemblin’
You wanna win, I aint sayin join the team
Im just sayin a little niceness goes further than a lot of mean.
That’s why I scream, my needs aren’t being met
You wanna be a dog, well im tryna be the vet
Hello, im miah… don’t believe we formally met yet
But I wanna introduce you to this convent
Save you like holy Jehovah
I wanna save your life and I barely even know ya
I see the potential, every time you crack a smile
Then I start to count the seconds, to see if it’ll last a while
Instead of teeth, I see feet to my face
You called me a stupid bitch, and told me I was the disgrace
Said im a loser, I would never win this race
But I said love is no competition, I will never be in 2nd place
You paused for the cause and showed me no attention
I swore on your mother’s grave there would be redemption
Changing my life, while tryna change yours
Every time I brought positivity home, you kicked me to the floor
Told me you hate me, love is no more
Then you showed me you’re an ass, so I closed the front door
“get to the back door, so you can be attacked whore”
My eyes just drifted, I dreamnt of luxurious sea shores
Not knowing I replaced my heart with an A-K 4
Seven years I shed tears over the love lost here
Contemplating, steadily waiting for you to come back dear
Holding on to my face, closing my ears
While you shout your obscenities making sure I hear
U couldn’t be more clearer, wishing I could stay
But the end is drawing nearer
Can you hear her?
The call is getting louder
The Lion and the Prowler
She doesn’t want to be a coward,
Doesn’t recognize her power
And every time she showers, she stays in there for hours
Washing away a day she can’t remember
Is it February, or is it still December?
limbs are feeling limber
light is growing dimmer
turn the heat off and bring it to a simmer, plain a simple
im up inside ya mental...
i dont want you fully yet, i just want the rental
if you can take this pain away and promise you'll be gentle
the introductions are never incidental, not coincidental
happiness is a comodity, our love could be more blissful.
maybe we should let the guards know, we're ready rekindle.

2/18/2011

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