Who am I?

I am overthrowed by my lust for happiness at times.

I am living inside of my mind and dream of escaping, yet there is no right path.

I am exceeding the doubts and negative expectations placed at my feet, and those which boundeth my hands.

I am like the continous "murder she wrotes" and pain driven fears, as the pestilence enters my mind with every stroke of pen.

I am my present, future, past, the now, the after and the beginning....you are my end.

I am rich with pain, I feel a sudden death runs through my blood.

I am a rape victim more than you can imagine, yet I am struggling to surive this punishment.

I am the event that leads to my demise, and to her tears.

I am the difference between you and me.

I am content with the ill-fated world which sorrounds me, because I cannot change the path set by God, and his chosen few.

I am the light, fleeing from the darkness.

I am love, the flower that is the seeds successor.

I am forever in Love's debt.