Thursday, January 27, 2011

conflicted memories.

Baby was the finest she’s ever been
But all she needed in this life of sin,
Was a bag of weed and a bottle of gin
Shackled by her insecurities,
She took that old thang back instead of focusing on the possibilities,
Death was inevitability
Your pain hit me unexpectedly, rapidly
Because I love you
You slapped me because for the moment I hated you…
And you let me know you hated me too
U were the one I could depend on,
But instead I fell when you failed to be mines,
Red on the inside, turned blue over time
I told you I missed you, and you said you couldn’t see why
You turned your head, and at that moment I cried
Ashamed of myself, wrapped up in your lies…
I loved you so much, I planned my demise
In between my thighs, I left a note that said, “Sincerely, yours”…
Then I used your cum, to clear up my pores.
Love so sweet, you’d be a fool to ignore
The love down below, she takes from the rich and gives to the poor
Mentally incarcerated, emotionally inebriated
All she wants to do is fuck and get faded
Back and forth in her mind, the angels and demons have deliberated
Let the celebration commence, her heart no longer on the pivotal fence
Emotionless since he left senselessly… he left…. Me…violently.
Just now realizing, that I deserve to be… free…
Love caught me at a chaotic moment, and left me at a stand still…
If I could rip out my heart, I would put it in your hand at will…
Suffocating in your essence, I remember what I was like to be smothered in your good love.
Entangled and intertwined in your love divine, our love undefined… there was no question who was mine.
Turning back time would be like lyin’…I wanted to give up on you, steadily find myself tryin’.
Baby was the most beautiful you’ve ever seen
Mug on mean, walking with her heart under her long sleeve
Easy on the eyes, but an exceptional being…
Lovely on the inside, but a she had a heavenly glow
Don’t underestimate her abilities, only when necessary are they shown
No one could have known the impact she’d have…
Not knowing that when she went to sleep, that breath would be her last.


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