breakaway

the anger and rage lifts of the page, as skyscrapers life off the ground//my metaphoric rythyms make u think like the many isms portrayed as synonyms//the synopsis renegade: get money, have happiness//obtain less, have less//have none, be no one//i wish to change life, i cant change this life//i cant cuz i hate the person i see in my reflection//that person is dead//i dont know this person everyone else seems to knw//i dnt wanna know this person everyone else seems to know//but i do know, i need to grow//pack my things and go//erase the past and show no more//come a new//a  new, be new, one new./singular/me.//there is no fuckin unity, in this Oakland/bay area city//grimy niggas grinding//pissin, snitchin steadily shittin on eachother.//the stench of deception lies on my peers//and everyone knows this bitch smells fear//so i slice muhfuckas from ear to ear//cuz they approach me with hopes to persevere.//to overcome the obstacles set before them//erase the pain, stitch up the broken busted hem/but brokeness stems from misery and misery enjoys company//and as this blood flows toward me from my brothers coroded artery//i cant help but think damn, im glad thats not me, G// G, the first letter of my brother's name/encouraged by the game//basketball of course//playin wit whores who love grand tours of the lane connected to his 16 year old penis//the old rule stands: men are from mars, women are from venus..//in order to be cool she must suck on the opportunity that may never come..instead of finding her own way she chooses to stay until he busts one, two, maybe 3 capfulls in her dumb ass//or course no good brain//the bitch is lame, too wild to tame, all for the price of his fame//instead of easin her mental and physical strain, she becomes used to bein irrelavant//she comes home after a hard days work and begins to slave over a hot fuckin stove//housebroken womans code:dnt complain, just do it, like nike said soo//she's in housewife mode//steak a la mode//she sits and waits for her cheatin ass husband to come home//he gives her a shrug, she opts for a hug//when she smells pussy and his cover up cologne she find herself thrown//no longer holds the reigns of his thrown//but she's a queen all on her lonesome//all on her own, alone. //but not alone for too long//for wrong doesnt condemn wrongs to come..she takes him to court//she gon get her some, she's won//now happy she still finds herself undone//how could she have been so stupid, that dumb?//the quote still stands, you are what u eat//and she's had her share of dirty dark meat//considered a delicassee her tears begin to stream//her insides trembling, she screams...cuz She is ME//looking back at my dream deferred reality//there will never be peace for me, not I, cuz all i do is cry//please dont try to decode my troubled life//there's no fix ur fucked up life quidebook, for dummies//so now im runnin//runnin away to find a way, to make a way//create a brighter day//God broke me down, cuz i wasn't low enough//now i realize my life hasn't been that rough//my outter layer is strong, my inner parts are tough//now im tellin all u hatin devils, enough is enough...breakaway...